Entry #1101.IX.2024
This was a very long, convoluted and chaotic dream that i unfortunately only remember a single scene from, but this scene existed in the context of many scenes after it that i cannot now recall.
I was partying with a girl i don't remember much about except that she was shorter than me (and also that I looked very feminine in that dream). We were at her place and about to enter a room resembling in layout the hall of my mother's apartment. There was a large beige-yellow sofa with round arms, a wide TV opposite to it on a stand, the floor was yellowy wooden tile and covered in a lot of things (clothes etc.) in a messy way (as well as the sofa), and the lighting as well was yellowy-golden.
But prior to entering the room, the girl passed me a transparent plastic bag filled with tablets in packaging. Some tablets were unpacked. These were round tablets about two centimeters wide and with substantial thickness, either white or a light beigy-brown color (probably different shot to shot). The girl inhaled something (i do not remember what) and then licked one of the tablets. I was supposed to repeat this. I do not remember if i saw the girl licking the tablet or just knew it intrinsically.
I knew intrinsically the tablets contained LSD.
I licked an unpacked tablet, briefly touching it with the tip of my tongue. It had a sour, somewhat numb and lasting taste. We sat on the couch; I had a vision of myself from the outside of my body, focused on one of my eyes with the pupil enlarging. We may have started making out with this girl, but on this I am not certain. I do not remember what followed, but there was certainly a lot of scenes after this.
I can vaguely remember a presence of another substance that we ingested with this girl most probably prior to the tablet scene. I don't remember any details except for the substance itself. It was an amber-orange sap/syrup, served in a little round white porcelain chemical mortar in a very small amount no more than a couple milliliters. It might have come from that barrel in a room, I remember the barrel being black and having a hose attached. I do not remember the action itself of ingesting this liquid, though.