Entry #1825.IX.2024
I was going through a forest leading a large, diverse group of people to a Consent(/Rainbow?) gathering, of which i was under dream logic a major hierarch.
We were near a building in the woods - some two-story gray building with a café - and i stopped to discuss something with a girl who ran the café. One girl from my group, with dark skin and dark hair, asked to go to the bathroom in the café, to which the café leader pointed her to go inside and downstairs - i saw the stairs, narrow, in dim red lighting - and said there's also a shower in there, which I was quite positively surprised by, thinking we could incorporate that location for sex possibly in the future.
After we were done with this café and proceeded forward, we found ourselves in what i recognised as a computer-generated picture reimagining the real location we were in. We were in a valley between two massively tall, steep hills, the building standing at exactly the middle between them and exactly the minimum altitude of the curve. On the hill behind us was a dark gray castle with many tall spires - we supposedly came from there, and i supposedly knew what it represented, but now have no idea - and on the hill in front of us was tall metal gates, of same dark gray color, circular in shape and with a net fence supporting them. This was supposed to be a representation of the entrance to a village i frequently visited as a minor, distorted by the program that generated the image together with altitude.
We proceeded forward in this altered reality and started to climb the hill, but near the top it became very steep; there was an almost vertical section of exposed pinky-orange rock with a wide ladder or rather just a net of long, corroded metal sticks which we started to climb. A lot of people got there very densely, me somewhere in the middle, and while i and some other people continued to climb up, many decided to turn at some point and climb down - even though i was already seeing the gates just above me - without me really understanding why. I saw one of my Arabic neighbours among these people and started to panic a little, which prompted a scene change.
Now i was flying on elytra through the Nether, which had the older textures of netherrack, and also had a goal of getting to a place of the Consent gathering, although this time there weren't people following me. I found the place, being a large rectangular box sticking out of a bottom slope of a huge mound of netherrack; it used red and black shades of glass, red nether bricks and other materials in a similar color scheme. I landed on the roof and broke a block of glass intending to replace it later - it was tiny, about a palm's size if not less, but i still fell through this hole somehow and descended on elytra. The building had two consecutive glass roofs in between which i now was - the first fairly flat and the second with many circular and cylindric bumps in a pattern.
Landing on the second roof, i immediately fell through together with a large portion of glass under my body, but i didn't feel anything from the impact or the glass and there was also no sound. I landed in a vast room onto a crimson furry carpet this time, in dim reddish nethery lighting. This immediately prompted a following flashback.
I had a vision in rewinding time, in which my body was rapidly flying out of this room, through a hole in a wall, several bright white hallways and doors, spinning and flipping them in the process. After this rewind ended, the same events started to play back in regular time.
I knew the exact date this vision is supposed to take place: March 11. Also from this point on, everything happening was doubled with an oral narration of events inside my head (in russian), which is why i remember this slice in that detail. I knew for some reason it was a Very Important Event and it is why this narration started to begin with.
It began in a vast hallway underground, under a glass roof which led to the street, which i recognised as a (nonexistent irl) part of my school. It reminds me visually of airport hallways for some reason. I remember a moving staircase which i probably just descended, and after that, got caught by two girls shorter than me - both light skinned, one of them had long, bright yellow hair in two thin braids. They grabbed me by the shoulders and threw me towards a wall - white and substantially shorter than a hallway - with a door appearing before me and opening - while the girls were laughing (kindly) and saying nothing.
I flew through one door into a narrow white hallway, then another door, and so on. They were opening slightly before me, with zero collisions with my body but giving me the illusion that it was still me who opened them. I was upright and spinning around the gravity axis at a medium pace during the entire flight. All doors were white, some of them had pictures, and one had a giant orange number 3 over the entire door and a part of the wall near it.
At this point i knew i have been thrown through territories adjacent to a swimming pool belonging to my school (also a nonexistent location) and also scanned from some sign that it is girls' territories, which sent the flashback-me (who was before discovering her identity) in fear, while the commentary-me just calmly remarked on the fact.
After the corridors and probably a shower i flew through a secret door (?) and ended up back in this nethery-Consent place, only this time there were people (mostly women) around me, some of them having sex (the glimpses i had were very brief and of low quality, this was information provided by narration). I fell prone in the center of the room.
Two girls that hurled me were there, laughing again, and some other people joined them, but this was a kindhearted laugh. The word "Guilty!" sounded, somehow genderless despite being said in russian, said also in this kind pranking tone by many including the first two girls.
Then i found myself near a clothing rack at the exit from a place, still lying prone, with two girls standing over me. They took off my shoes (or socks) and were now investigating them (they were white w ith small yellow flowers), each of them holding one. One of them exclaimed in the same tone "pol sdan!" ("gender given!") and the other - "pol prinyat!" ("gender received!"). Then they supposedly threw me out of the exit and the flashback ended at that.
For the duration of it i felt no emotions as i was just watching events that supposedly happened to me before play back. However, the fact that this ever happened to me was for me a new memory, so i did a bit of analysis, deducing all still within a dream that:
- the year it happened was probably 2022 as i didn't know my identity or the Consent gatherings yet
- supposedly, the girls discovered my identity before me and this was their way of telling
- how the hell have i managed to forget it?