Entry #1901.X.2024
I had a dream about me being in a place that was supposed to be my current apartment with several other people i know from moscow. The place had a lot of beds and we all were there in a cuddle pile in almost darkness, going to sleep, and maybe did some sexual stuff i think?
After that i had a dream inside a dream, in which i knew it was a dream and set my objective to meet Caithe and apologise before her. I wanted to travel to her supposed location, so i just started to fly up and up until the ground was long gone covered in dense gray fog. I had a goal to fly to the Sun like that. There was Minecraft rain in the air. I had a flash vision of me being planet-size and looming behind Earth (seen from outside my body), after which i arrived at a destination of a bus stop northeast from Butovo which does not exist in reality.
To reach Caithe from here, i needed to go through a small tunnel in a piece of what looked like birch tree-textured ground. This was pointed out to me by an undisclosed entity. Following their idea i wanted to shrink, so i grew to planet-size again to have some "shrinking monentum" and shrank rapidly. Scene change.
Now i was back at the apartment. I was cuddling with Tanny, then he pinned me down and started making out with me, and we were grinding on each other; this proceeded for a long time.
After this i awakened from the inner dream and found myself again in the same apartment. It was morning, with the place brightly lit. There were many white mattresses laying around on the floor with messy blankets on them. The cuddle piles dissolved and the only person who i saw there was Tanny again. I wanted to continue what we just did in a dream, but he wasn't in the mood. I guiltily thought about how consent in a dream obviously doesn't propagate to real life, and then told him frankly about the inner dream.
Upon this Tanny asked me how can i know i'm not still in a dream. I was puzzled by the question, so he was like "hey, you can do a reality check" and i was like "what, like look at my hands? i don't know, these are just normal hands" (i think this conversation was in English, but i don't remember the exact words Tanny used to signify "reality check" - but i remember they were quite weird words i had to deduce the meaning of) - and then i looked at my hands and they had four fingers.
This inexplicably terrified me and i was like "oh my god its still a dream, let me out, i want to be awake!!!" - and i awakened for real.